Failing

FailedThis is a story of eager investor, failing hope  and total business failure. Originally I was quite depressed about this, but now I consider this as one one of the most important lessons in my life.

Early 2005 I was asked to invest funds into an exiting new ecommerce startup. Business plan was solid, there was good competitive advantage over most competitors, I personally knew the founder and my overall feelings on this venture were good. Some of my friends did advice me against this venture due to excessive NDA/secrecy levels the founder insisted on, but I decided to continue. The investment went forth and I also became an adviser for this new venture.

Soon the business was started and marketing pulled people into the web shop. In just few weeks were we had good flow of orders continuously coming in. Things looked positive.

The company was however in dire trouble. Most of time and resources were used to create advanced systems & processes to support high levels of demand which were assumed to soon be there. Some key operations were outsourced and off-shored. Information flow within the company or towards investors was almost non-existent. Supply/Demand management was totally out of control and serious problems in customer satisfaction were starting to appear.

It was clear that something had to be done immediately. On top of my primary work I started working in the new company, trying to assist it back on track. Some problems were easy to fix, but it soon became apparent that there were critical problems in the way the business was structured and managed.

Finally I had to admit to myself that under current management the business was going to fail soon. And I did not have power to change things to the model which would have made more sense to me as the founder had majority control. And it was already too late. Ultimately the business failed, not with a bang but with sort of a sizzle as everyone just stopped working with the company.

In hindsight my mistake is clear. My great trust and hopes were quite misplaced and I continued to follow misguided vision long after problems became well apparent. Numerous danger signs  were visible at different times, but I ignored them all. Likely I didn’t want to face the truth so opposite to my hopes and world-view.

After the failure I was quite depressed for a while. I had put fair bit of money and large amount of time towards this venture. Pure business failure would have been more acceptable, but my failure in estimating people felt really bad.

Ultimately I was able to leave this episode behind and move onwards. Now I consider this as most helpful experience which made me realize how unpredictable people can be and how hope can blind us all. This also made me more critical towards my own opinions and more eager to ask opinions from others.

Key Lessons:

  • Trust But Validate
  • Do Not Ignore Small Warnings
  • Information Is Power
  • Premature Scaling == Disaster
  • Cut Your Losses

 

Crazy Internet Years

satama3Spring 1999 brought many changes to my life. Internet was really gaining momentum and I was riding the wave. It was ridiculously easy to find a job as I already had good working knowledge of many essential tools and technologies. I interviewed with three companies and was offered position with all. I picked Satama as they seemed to have nice people, professional attitude and well-known clients.

Satama soon became one of the largest web and digital media agencies in Finland. It was built by fusing together several small startups and boatloads of investment money. I was almost in time to be one of the early employees but not quite. We grew insanely fast and spread to several continents. I was in excellent position to work with so many great people.

Satama gravitated towards ever-larger clients. We started building really big and scalable web applications. I gained much better understanding of underlying business processes and moved towards more senior roles.

At Satama we were connected and keen on new things. We were among the first 0.01 % to join LinkedIn.

After the dotcom crash everyone moved onward from Satama. Many forged their new destinies in the digital world.

At Satama I did projects for Chunghwa Telecom, Finnish Red Cross, Finpro, HIM, International Youth Foundation, Nokia, Satama Interactive, S-Group, Sinebrychoff, Sonera, Talentum and Yliopiston Apteekki.

My First Startup

startupYear was 1999 and while studying in the university we were deep-diving into the world of servers and web hosting. After provisioning some capacity from US data-center during hobby project we realized that we could repackage and sell this capacity for Finnish customers.

Soon we founded a company on this idea and named it Da Vinci Innovations. I think we picked name like this so we could also sell IT consultancy alongside hosting. In hindsight must say that for pure web hosting our name was not too great 🙂

This being our first company and us being typical “IT guys” we had really limited understanding of business, sales and marketing. Somehow we still muddled our way to customers, revenues and ramen-profitability.

Ultimately we scaled this company down as growth was fairly slow, competition was increasing very fast, and our university studies limited the time we could commit into this venture.

Project Dotcom

dotcom

Internet was great. My first large application application combined Hotmail-style functionality with threaded discussion groups and media sharing. I was able to learn bleeding edge web technologies and core Internet protocols. This project was ultimately scaled down as we were unable to figure good product-market fit and decided to focus back on our university studies.

 

 
This project enabled me to find employment in the nascent dotcom economy of Finland.

 

 

First 16 Years

16 years

I grew up in small town in Southern Finland. My mom worked in childcare and we had a small shop selling recycled building materials. My dad worked in construction and slowly grew his business to dozens of employees. Together with my younger brother we had good childhood and were privileged to gain excellent lifetime friendships.

 

During my early life Finland was next to Soviet Union while simultaneously being partially western. Slowly things changed in our society and modern Finland was born. Advanced technology became available and we Finns eagerly adopted it. Meteoric rise of Nokia boosted our hopes for the future. Internet arrived and irrevocably changed everything for many of us.

My life was totally hooked to computers since early junior school. VIC20, C64, AMIGA and PC models beyond counting. My coding life started when I was nine. Games and coding were my true passion. While in junior school I authorized some programming tips to the national IT magazine.

Together with my brother we operated fairly advanced multi-node and multi-line BBS from 2400 bbs until the arrival of Internet.

These precious early years were great fun and high adventure for me.

Announcing My Life

I-love-my-life1This blog is about me, my startups and my life. So far I have only talked about the UTU startup. I am now starting a new series of posts with the grand name “My Life”. You will learn all too much about my dark & mysterious past, current ambitions and what is happening in my life. Enjoy if you can 😉